Humble

I was never thought I can be humble, not that I'm now but that I'm trying to be. I have many times heard people say it's hard to understand me with the way I talk, no beginning - no end; as well with my writing. I won't deny it but I won't feel it as ashame, it is something very me.


I wonder what is the concept or standard to be "Crazy"; is it because you think differently makes you a crazy person? Mental illness involving with thought of killing themselves and others? I don't event know where I'm going with this, will anyone ever read it. What's wrong with the traditional diary, now you want everyone knows what you think even those thoughts are not really anything interesting to the world but it is matter to you. Why have to show people when you are not ready, and do people care about what you write or they just looking for someone has the idea that is similar to them so they can agree and say it's cool to see another human being think the same what they are thinking. If there is no different then what makes all of things we are seeing and living in right now? Not to mention if some idea is different then yours, you neither say bad about it or even so attack the person. The mean of discussion is missing in our conversation, it is not something is right or wrong because who know what on earth is right or wrong. We created our own comfort zone and would love to stay within it, the society taught us to be a "good kid" not an innovative kid. I would love to look back after like 100 years and see how this all work out.

And if you have time, please watch the Documentary Babies and the movie Seraphine.
Happiness is from the inside